Post by Ichigo☆ on Sept 9, 2009 21:16:40 GMT -5
......So many things hitting me, and hurting me....I wrote something to vent....I thought it'd make me better but it just made me cry more...but...oh well.........
With tears in my eyes
I watch as the last bit of me dies
It's over, can't you see?
You killed the person I wanted to be
My heart and soul have been stripped from me
I am no longer free to be
I am now but the shadow in your eye
Everything you knew about me is now a lie
It's not worth another try
When all I can do is sit and cry
Looking back I see
There was so much wrong with that me
Now the only part left of me
Is the one I hate immensely
No courage, no guts, and broken dreams
Selfish, inconsiderate and doesn't know how to work with teams
A constant downer, often depressed
Always angry, and ALWAYS stressed!
I want to kill her so badly
But I can't, cause she's all that's left, sadly
Go ahead, rip me up, and take away pinku
I can handle that, but know that if you do
I'll lose all sanity
It's increase my mouth's profanity
I don't care anymore, I hate life
Why live another day, I'm getting the knife!
Nothing matters anymore, I'm broken, ripped apart
You shredded the only good that was in my heart
Why keep trying, nothing ever works!
I'm so damn fed up with the problems, where's the perks?!
Nothing ever goes right
Not a miracle in sight
My friends..I need them all, they're the only ones who understand me, don't you see?
Can't you understand how wrong it is, what you're doing to me?!
All I ever seem to do is fail
So now I'll put an end to this pathetic tale
It is with a heavy heart that I bid you farewell
Tears running down my face as I am shipped off to hell
With tears in my eyes
I watch as the last bit of me dies
It's over, can't you see?
You killed the person I wanted to be
My heart and soul have been stripped from me
I am no longer free to be
I am now but the shadow in your eye
Everything you knew about me is now a lie
It's not worth another try
When all I can do is sit and cry
Looking back I see
There was so much wrong with that me
Now the only part left of me
Is the one I hate immensely
No courage, no guts, and broken dreams
Selfish, inconsiderate and doesn't know how to work with teams
A constant downer, often depressed
Always angry, and ALWAYS stressed!
I want to kill her so badly
But I can't, cause she's all that's left, sadly
Go ahead, rip me up, and take away pinku
I can handle that, but know that if you do
I'll lose all sanity
It's increase my mouth's profanity
I don't care anymore, I hate life
Why live another day, I'm getting the knife!
Nothing matters anymore, I'm broken, ripped apart
You shredded the only good that was in my heart
Why keep trying, nothing ever works!
I'm so damn fed up with the problems, where's the perks?!
Nothing ever goes right
Not a miracle in sight
My friends..I need them all, they're the only ones who understand me, don't you see?
Can't you understand how wrong it is, what you're doing to me?!
All I ever seem to do is fail
So now I'll put an end to this pathetic tale
It is with a heavy heart that I bid you farewell
Tears running down my face as I am shipped off to hell
I really hate to see you so sad! Though I don't know you well on a very personal level, its in plain sight that your hurt. (Cause you see, this is basically how I was before I joined this forum) ^.^ Ever since I joined this forum, I've been a happier person, in almost every way!! You made a sight that changed my life, before I was a depressed, shy, and suppressed person, and now I'm a rather happy, hyper, and sweeter person!! Zoey, you made a great sight, and no matter how bad you may feel bout yourself, others (including me and this whole website) think you are absolutely amazing!! Now, I know that this won't make you feel much better, but optimism really helps! *is dragged off*
